Today is Monday. I should be going to Rite Aid from 11-7 but instead I have several appointments and then I am getting back into bed.
After working only 4 hours on Saturday, I was tired and a little achy. Sunday when I woke up there was a burning pain the the front of my thighs. Today the pain is still there and sometimes I think maybe its even a little worse. I genuinely fear that I am dying from something that will never be diagnosed. No one can have this many symptoms/issues and not be sick with something.
Walking down the stairs is just plain excruciating. Even as I sit here, not moving, my thighs feel achy and hot to the touch. There seems to be no redness and no swelling. Right now, I feel like the only thing I can do is to beg my body to stop torturing me...
Please, body of mine, stop hurting. Please, stop torturing me with these aches and pains. Please stop attacking my mind with these feelings of utter despair. Please just tell me how to make it right. Please tell me what I can do to make things all better. Please, body, I will do whatever you ask of me. I cannot take this anymore. I need answers. I need solutions. I need my old life back...
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