Since surgery, I have been feeling more and more alone. I feel like no one in this world has any idea what it is like to be me right now. I try to talk to family but they just try to convince me that things will get better. I don't really work that way. When things are bad and seem to be getting worse, I just need to know that I am not the only one that has been through this. No one in my life can give me that. No one understands what I am going through. I thought that because I had so many people supporting my decision that this would be easy but its not. Its nothing that I thought it would be. I knew it would be hard but its even harder than I imagined.
Today I found this blog and it made me feel a little better. Someone else in this world has been through this and knows exactly how I feel. I just hope that I can look back at this time and feel like it was worth it. I guess that only time will tell...
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